Rush, Rush, Rush

I'm not sure if it is due too my coffee shop days where you had to have the customers coffee in hand in less then a minuet in order to keep them happy or the never ending drive threw where you had to have the order out the window in less then a minuet to keep management happy.  I'm not sure if it comes from being the Administrative Assistant for a Dick's Sporting Goods where your day was filled with answering time sensitive emails, writing up time sensitive reports, relaying time sensitive messages to the staff and management team....but I have been well trained to rush threw my days.....using every minuet...every second to accomplish something...no minuet wasted on reflecting, relaxing, or just being.  

Now I realize sometimes there are situations that call for rushing/hurrying but as a S.A.H.M.  I think slowing down and not trying to rush threw every minuet of the day needs to be re-programmed with in me.  Hurry up and get out side to play...Hurry up we need to take our walk....Hurry up and eat our lunch...Hurry we have laundry waiting in the drier...why are we hurrying again...what's so urgent...oh wait nothing...

2 months old♥

While sifting threw the thousands of pictures yesterday trying to narrow down my favorite photo taken of my baby girl...I realized how blurry some of Kaylin's first few days/weeks even months at home are to me.  I'm so thankful we took lots of pictures.... 

4 months old♥

6 months old♥

8 months old♥

12months old♥

20 months old♥